Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Random Rambling

“Hey! You know what? My friend just texted me that our finals’ result are finally online!” a familiar voice several feet behind me spoke up. The voice sounded enthusiastic about it but not me. Not this time again. I’ve had had this moment few times before. Gosh... I missed the times when I will be anxious and be full of expectations about my exam results…

Looking back at the source of the voice, I can see the excited chattering faces among the likes. I do not want to be involved in that kind of conversation. And so, with heavy footsteps, I left the similar déjà vu scene, grimacing at the invisible emptiness within me…

“What the fuck happened to you? You used to ace these simpletons and not the other way around. They are not even in your league. You can smoke ‘em good”

“I dunno how and what hit me… I guess the aftermath of my biggest pain has got the better of me. Can’t you see? I’ve lost almost everything that I am proud of in my life. Just tell me that I am an utter failure. Spare nothing please”

“Yeah, sure dude. You are just like a shit. Wait, no… You are worse than shit. You are scum. First, take a step back and literally FUCK YOUR OWN FACE! Whatever thing you are thinking you had better think again or else I’ll massacre you. I WILL FUCK YOU UP! You are fucked up for now. The question left for you is: Are you gonna let those fuckfaces continue to undermine you? Are they even worthy to fuck you up?”

“Based on the current situation, why not? It is FUBAR!”

“Blistering barnacles… You are a total wreck dude. Sober up”

“As if that woul….”

S-M-A-C-K

“Now listen up and listen well. We can go on like this for eternity if you want. I don’t give any shit about your soap opera hocus pocus or whatever you call this mumbo jumbo. I know that deep down inside of you there is this chained wounded falcon struggling to soar up high in the sky. The sky is where it belongs. Fly higher than the lowly prey sparrows and other critters. I am just the gatekeeper. Do you have the key?”

“I guess so… Let’s go dude, we have a prickly mountain ahead of us. Art thou ready?”

“Anytime bro. Let’s rain down our ungodly fucking firestorm upon ‘em. They’ll have to get fucking United Nations to get a fucking binding resolution to keep us from fucking destroying ‘em”

Thursday, August 6, 2009

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly,
the more you chase it,
the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming someone else's perfect person.
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry.",
not "where are you", but "I am right here",
not "how could you", but "I understand",
not "I wish you were", but "I am thankful you are".

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together,
but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want,
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble,
be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else,
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone,
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you,
but love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.