Random Rambling

“Hey! You know what? My friend just texted me that our finals’ result are finally online!” a familiar voice several feet behind me spoke up. The voice sounded enthusiastic about it but not me. Not this time again. I’ve had had this moment few times before. Gosh... I missed the times when I will be anxious and be full of expectations about my exam results…

Looking back at the source of the voice, I can see the excited chattering faces among the likes. I do not want to be involved in that kind of conversation. And so, with heavy footsteps, I left the similar déjà vu scene, grimacing at the invisible emptiness within me…

“What the fuck happened to you? You used to ace these simpletons and not the other way around. They are not even in your league. You can smoke ‘em good”

“I dunno how and what hit me… I guess the aftermath of my biggest pain has got the better of me. Can’t you see? I’ve lost almost everything that I am proud of in my life. Just tell me that I am an utter failure. Spare nothing please”

“Yeah, sure dude. You are just like a shit. Wait, no… You are worse than shit. You are scum. First, take a step back and literally FUCK YOUR OWN FACE! Whatever thing you are thinking you had better think again or else I’ll massacre you. I WILL FUCK YOU UP! You are fucked up for now. The question left for you is: Are you gonna let those fuckfaces continue to undermine you? Are they even worthy to fuck you up?”

“Based on the current situation, why not? It is FUBAR!”

“Blistering barnacles… You are a total wreck dude. Sober up”

“As if that woul….”

S-M-A-C-K

“Now listen up and listen well. We can go on like this for eternity if you want. I don’t give any shit about your soap opera hocus pocus or whatever you call this mumbo jumbo. I know that deep down inside of you there is this chained wounded falcon struggling to soar up high in the sky. The sky is where it belongs. Fly higher than the lowly prey sparrows and other critters. I am just the gatekeeper. Do you have the key?”

“I guess so… Let’s go dude, we have a prickly mountain ahead of us. Art thou ready?”

“Anytime bro. Let’s rain down our ungodly fucking firestorm upon ‘em. They’ll have to get fucking United Nations to get a fucking binding resolution to keep us from fucking destroying ‘em”