Que sera sera~

With the new year of the Gregorian Calendar entering its fourth day,  it is astonishing that time has passed so quickly without me realizing. What is my resolution for the new year? To be honest, I have not yet made up my mind on a specific note. Just a general and kinda generic template of "To be in the pink of health and happy always" is quite good enough, no? I know, I know. I may have taken it lightly this time around. I am thinking of a really really long break for now. Some people like to start the NEW YEAR with a bang and some.... not so flashy as posting on FB or on other social media.

Important decisions have been made LAST YEAR and it is only natural that I shall see through them in this year. Nothing major again for this year, I guess. 

Have we ever thought of what will happen in the future? To us? To our loved ones? 

Will we be able to act through it? What if we screw up? Is there even a hint for what may happen or a safety net to fall back on?

Before all this head aching questions start to bug me, I wanted to share that being worried too much will not bring any benefit but stress. In economic terms, worry is a debt paid in advance. What for to pay interest on something we have not buy yet?

A song from my St Anthony school days

p/s: I did not really understand what the song really means when I was a little boy... but now... 

Happy New Year

wll edit later...

what a lame post...

may this year of 2014 bring better outcomes than last year ^^

Sayonara 2013

So much had happened during this certainly eventful year of the snake. It is even more intense than last year since major events occur in my life in 2013. 

Career

There are numerous job openings in the private sector that I’ve decided to try my luck with another place after being in Sandakan for two years. It was around June when I had a job interview with the public listed company, S*me D**by. Their new intake will be on January. The interview went well but I have a gut feeling that I'm not going to enjoy working there. 

The second interview was in November with another plantation company. I learnt that it is the largest private oil palm plantation in Malaysia. The interview committee is even more thorough than S*me D**by which consists of plantation director, HR manager and OP manager. THE MOST ENJOYABLE interview also. In short, I'm expected to start work in mid Feb in Kinabatangan region. I really do not mind where they will be posting me, though. 

Economy

So far so good. Besides basic needs, no major spending.

Health 

My two major illnesses were caused by food (not my cooking). 

1. Food poisoning (2 days vomitting)

2. Tonsillitis which leads to severe coughs (2 weeks duration)

Minus the two mishaps, I'm pretty ok.

Social

More fulfilling than last year's. being a ひっきこもり(hikkikomori) sucks!
.... and I get to know more friends from AGG! You know who you are.

Hahaha

I'm such an idiot. Hurt again. Haiz. What a waste of time and a good number of grey hairs.

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tZPmSv6DTs

Better focus on career first.

Finish it!!

less than 9 hours to 12 midnight!! I wanna frigging finish this thing ASAP. WAaayyy too much procastination!! Definitely incorrigible of me~

あけましておめでとうございます ( Happy New Year )

*gonna add soon*

my win7 dun hv jap

tanoshi daigaku seikatsu o tsukutte shimashou, ka... nanka arienai to omoimasu... jikan ga nai mitai desune..

yare yare... nanika hoshii ka mou shiranai... kokoro wa nanimou imasen... sabishi desuka? samui desuka? itai desuka? ugokanai desuka? zenbu de wakaranai... jibun no kagami wa kowareta... hikari mo dan dan kieta... itsumade wa nanimo miemasen kara...

demo, hitotsu omoi wa shitte imasu.. sorewa boku no hontou no shiawase ni mitsuketai...