Monday, March 2, 2015

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

Staying in this ship?

When everyone else is leaving one by one?

An Admin officer had resigned. And 3 months later, an executive had also resigned. 2 months later, the new Admin Officer had also resigned. With news that another executive will also resign soon.

While on staff level, there are quite a number of them had already left the company for good.

Does high turnover spells trouble?

As one of the lieutenants of this "army", I need to focus on reviving the spirits of my teammates, however how dim the light is.

Come forth the March audit.

Our biggest fight ever.

We will take you on.

I refuse to die without giving a fight.


Sunday, March 1, 2015

tick tock tick tock

Endless and ever increasing audits.

Endless and ever increasing assessments.

Endless and ever increasing paperwork.

This is a recipe of growing pressure.

Sooner or later, these will bound to cause leakages in valves or pipes which lead to the final output, if you know what I mean.

There is only so much pressure a machine can take. Just like the hydraulic hoses or pumps. You press it too much or subject it to a workload which it cannot handle and you will be looking for a replacement next.


THINK ABOUT IT THIS WAY
Can I ask the taxi driver to wipe my shoes after we arrived at my destination ? 
Will he demand more payment for doing that extra job?
Can I scold him if he rejects? Well, just because customers are always right? 
Or I can just refuse to pay him my fare since he is in a position of loss.
What will happen then?

疲れました


’Nuff said...

Thursday, August 7, 2014

To myself

To myself...

After around a thousand years.
I can finally break away from these lonely feelings.
Even if not forever.
Even... if not... forever.

This weak heart.
I can finally tear off its heavy shell.
There is not even a grave inside.
Not even... a grave.

Living amongst mankind, and still feeling sorrowful.
I hear there is always a cure.
There is a cure.
Greeting each new day with feelings of happiness.

Love is the meeting.
The separation.
It is a transparent piece of cloth.

おそれざん Revoir




おそれざん Revoir




さよなら。いつか、また会いにしましょう





おれにうそついてか?
Nor that I mind.

気持ちの問題ですか?
I am already numb and callous

もしかして、お金?
Ah~ I dun wanna count the chickens before they are hatched.

とにかく、私は支払っていた。
It is a risk that I am taking.

I am glad it will finally be over.....?


Saturday, July 26, 2014

Lil Bunny and Lil Pony



First moon
Knock knock. Who's there? Little Pony is here.

And that's how the Little Bunny has a new friend in the jungle.

Second moon
Lil Pony broke news about a union with a Stallion on the next day.
Lil Bunny was shocked.
But Lil Pony was kidding though.

Third moon
Both Lil Pony and Bunny enjoyed themselves together in the woods.
With no worries, just going through the days. Such innocence.

But the thought of the Stallion bugs the Bunny...

Fourth moon
Lil Pony is upset... Lil Bunny is concerned...
Lil Pony not happy with Stallion... Lil Bunny consoles Lil Pony
Lil Bunny hopes the Stallion and Lil Pony were alright...

Fifth moon
The Red string has broken? Stallion?
Oh, Lil Pony... Don't be upset... Lil Bunny will always cheer u up...

Suddenly, Lil Bunny has 6 new friends.
Their names are What and Why and When.
And also Where and How and Who.

Time is ticking and the 6th moon will arrive. Soon, the magic spell will soon expire.

Poor Lil Bunny. What should the Lil Bunny do?



Sunday, July 13, 2014

My Sipitang journey

I have travelled far and wide and now currently staying for work in Kinabatangan, Lahad Datu.

But this post has been very long overdue and I need to get this posted quick or else I will never get this off my chest.

Prior before my transfer to my new workplace, I have enjoyed a long holiday and have taken a road trip along the northwest of Sabah. 


Car rentals in Kota Kinabalu can range from Rm60-Rm100 per day for Perodua Viva depending on the operator that u seek. In my case, I have gotten the special price of RM60 since I have my friend who is running the car rental service. How can I forget that he put me in charge of his cars when he was away on holiday? 

Ahem, that story aside, one of the main reason that I wanted to visit Sipitang is due to the requests of my old hometown friends to survey the small town. I am also interested to tap into the unknown market of the Sipitang.

So, here are my hands-on experience from exploring my target destination. I took the liberty to interview as much people as I can from different backgrounds. There is nothing more insightful from learning it first hand if compared to internet readings.
Distance from KK to Sipitang : 
around 3 hour drive which includes a rest stop at Beufort.

Population 
Totalling around 30k residents, they consists of:
Majority Kedayan residents followed by Murut and Brunei Malays.
Food and small stalls are operated by Bugis
Labourers are mostly Filipinos migrants
whereas Chinese operates medicine shops, hardwares and one Mamak restaurant by Indian Muslim.

Town size
I covered the whole town in around 15 minutes on foot while taking photos and  notes. I found that Sipitang is kinda like a rest stop for express buses and lorry freighters crossing the border between Sarawak-Brunei-Sabah. However, very few of them actually stop by for resting or unloading. This is mainly due to the single lane which forms the backbone of the town. Very reminiscent of Tatau in Sarawak, only that Sipitang is slightly, I repeat, slightly bigger than Tatau. The only fast food restaurant is KFC and one supermarket in the town. That is all. 

Economic Potential:
Trading will be challenging if we are talking about 30k population. But there is opportunity for hardware related supply to Petronas project site. Even then, local hardwares have already sliced the pie among themselves. Hopefully there is still some portions left. Crumbs even? With the monthly rental ranging from Rm2k-RM4k per shoplot, surely a hardware shop need to generate more than RM5k to break even.

As accurate as of February 2014, I have yet to see any major housing or shoplot construction even on the outskirts of the town.

My opinion
Where other people sees obstacle, I demand solution. For me, setting up a hardware shop blindly is too risky if we do not secure a client. We need more experience in this and I am glad that my current job also exposes me to contractors and hardware suppliers. They are sharing their knowledge whenever I get the chance.