あけましておめでとうございます ( Happy New Year )

*gonna add soon*

my win7 dun hv jap

tanoshi daigaku seikatsu o tsukutte shimashou, ka... nanka arienai to omoimasu... jikan ga nai mitai desune..

yare yare... nanika hoshii ka mou shiranai... kokoro wa nanimou imasen... sabishi desuka? samui desuka? itai desuka? ugokanai desuka? zenbu de wakaranai... jibun no kagami wa kowareta... hikari mo dan dan kieta... itsumade wa nanimo miemasen kara...

demo, hitotsu omoi wa shitte imasu.. sorewa boku no hontou no shiawase ni mitsuketai... 

5W 1H

What is it this sensation building up within me?

Why do I feel so restless?

Where do I even need to begin?

Who is in my mind?

When will this haziness disappear?

How do I seek the promised peace?

All questions and no answer...

The Catalyst

God bless us every one
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sins of our young
No

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sins of our young
No

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky
Sky

No
Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

Lift me up
Let me go
(x8)

(It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No)

God bless us every one
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No

God bless us every one
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun

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Medal of Honor

My Exciting Sugar

For my dear caramel sauce,

     

Granulated and brown sugar,

Maple syrup, honey, wasanbon,

    

For my dear, caramel sauce,

For my heart too, caramel sauce,

     

Even if it gets a bit burnt,

Your heat will turn it yummy.

burning out

out out, brief candle...

language your mind

I usually do a lot of reflections but they do not count if they are not being taken seriously. Well, one of those ways is to get another post like this on my blog. It is more substantial and permanent.

Okay, the first thing I wanna ask you guys is in what language is your brain thinking? Are you thinking using Chinese, English, Malay or Manglish language? Well well... Did I struck a switch in your mind right now? Have you never thought about it until I mentioned it now? How did I come up with this stuff?

That's gonna leave you something to think and sleepover with.

Oh yes.

Based on my experience, what language you are thinking in affects the oral output of your speech. You are more spontaneous in conversing in English when your state of mind is in English. If you still haven't noticed it yet, you'll tend to respond slower in another language when the respondent replies back in another language.

"Hey C_Yan... I havent given it much a thought and I don't care. I am a genius anyway"

Well, suit yourself. I am not your babysitter.